Because Breaking is Becoming

breaking is becoming

True healing.

I spent several hours thinking about this.

In all of our lives are the experiences and situations that have scarred us, teaching us that while some of the dangers of this world might not be life threatening, they have the power to destroy our innocence, to shatter our illusions and to eat away great chunks of who we once were.

Some people spend a lifetime trying to gather up the pieces of themselves, arms full of bits and pieces, running here and there in the field of their life where the bomb went off, dropping as many as they pick up, and never quite getting it all.

Healing can sometimes seem like a commodity too rich for even the grossest amount of money. It can’t be bought.

There are hundreds of books devoted to “how to” heal, there are an equal number of healing guru’s out there, who, for part of that gross amount of money, will deliver a seminar or a lecture on how healing is achieved. People run, like hamsters in their wheels, attending, reading, doing . . . what others suggest and say.

And still the demons come at night and we never seem to gain back what we lost. Continue reading

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The Egg

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The Egg

By: Andy Weir

You were on your way home when you died.

It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.

And that’s when you met me.

“What… what happened?” You asked. “Where am I?”

“You died,” I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.

“There was a… a truck and it was skidding…”

“Yup,” I said.

“I… I died?”

“Yup. But don’t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,” I said.

You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. “What is this place?” You asked. “Is this the afterlife?” Continue reading

March of the Damned

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There are people in life who wait for life to come to them …

There are people that listen to what other people’s opinions are and align themselves to those. There are people who will not make a move until they look around and see what everyone else is doing so they can do exactly the same thing.

They write, sing, paint … just like they are taught. They pull around them their training as proof of their talent and imagine that if they can just do it perfect enough, they will be a writer, singer, artist ….  Continue reading

The Most Destructive Words We Speak to Our Daughters.

One of the greatest disservices we do to one another as women is that we teach our daughters “to be nice.”

It is not that “be nice” is a bad message.  It goes with “be polite,” “be respectful,” etc.  The problem happens when we teach our daughters to be nice with the fervour of Moonies at the “weekend retreat” from which no-one ever returns.

The problem is that little girls learn a whole set of rules that are as restrictive and perhaps more damaging that any burqa or religious indoctrination.  “Being nice” can end up teaching little girls to deny themselves, to ignore their own needs . . . to feel achievement and satisfaction in putting by always putting others first. Continue reading

TFFT I Am Strong Enough to Believe in Me.

I've come to trust

It is not about trusting anything or anyone other than my own purpose and my ability to take what life throws at me and use it for advancement and not let it defeat me.

Some people excuse everything awful that comes at you by claiming it was what was meant to be, like we deserve tragedy or needed it.  Some people use this idea to excuse the bad behaviour of other people as if they were doing you a favour by backing up the bus and taking another go at you once they drove over you in the first place.  We all have choices and just because I lived after life or someone threw me off a cliff does not mean it was meant to be or that they are excused.  It just means that I choose to move forward. Continue reading

Today’s Food For Thought

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Sometimes I wonder where these band leaders are when you need them most, in those dark moments where you are not chosen, again  . . . or you sit alone in your room wondering what it would be like to have someone else “get” who you are.

We grow up and we learn to either compromise ourselves completely, or accept that ours will be a lonely path with few visitors along the way.  We learn to roll with the punches and to perhaps remove ourselves or remain silent on those days when we are particularly vulnerable. Continue reading

Today’s Food For Thought.

whatever

I smile when people say there are two things that one should never discuss in public, politics and religion.  It is not the subject matter that is the issue, it is the inability of people to talk about these things with an open mind.

It is the very reason that I examined those two subjects the most.

Why do we guard our beliefs with such fierce loyalty?  If we believe them to be correct than surely they can stand up to any discussion?  Surely they are worth sharing with others so that they too can find the “light.”  The truth is we are afraid they won’t stand up.  We are afraid we might be proven wrong and we are afraid of that because we are not as sure as we think we are. Continue reading